Hmm…has it really been 16 weeks?
Much has changed, but how fast its gone!
I have copied the goals portion of my original Pre-FOKI to highlight my progression, as well as what has remained the same. (The black writing is the original).
My Goals for this Course
Professional
Most of the jobs that I have held to this point have been somewhat rewarding, but mostly have served as a means to an end– putting myself through school. However, when I consider a life-long career, I know that I want to be doing something that allows me to actively engage in what I’m most passionate about. For me, this has always included reading and analyzing literature. Additionally, being able to share what I’ve learned as an avenue towards for helping others to gain perspective and the tools that they will need to succeed academically and, on a larger scale, in all of life, is tremendously rewarding. For this reason, I am enrolled in my first year of the Master of Arts in Teaching (MAT) Program at NC State University. I hope to gain practical experience and strategies from this course that will enable me to be a better educator for my future students.
Over the course of the semester, I switched jobs. I transitioned to a receptionist in a Physical Therapy office. I didn’t really do the same kind of writing that some of my previous jobs had required, but I did learn shorthand and the beauty of brevity when scribbling notes for the therapists! I also have been working on balancing efficiency and accuracy to a greater degree as I schedule patients, check them in and out, and collect copays. Transitioning between this kind of work and a coffee shop hasn’t really been easy, but overall has been a beneficial experience.
I still am not formally teaching in the classroom, but worked independently with some students this semester. I feel like, having had a semester of taking education courses, tutoring, and having the chance to interact with seasoned educators, I have a gained a better understanding of what I am getting myself into. My ALP Project made me want to teach literature more than ever as I saw what a difference the sharing of ideas makes.
Literary
During undergrad, I had the opportunity to read what I thought was a very diverse sampling of authors and genres. However, in hindsight, we didn’t really dive into or even dabble in any type of Young Adult Literature. I guess it was considered too juvenile. It would have been nice to have the option, but I do not remember any courses offered in the field. As I said, I did read a lot during my own adolescence, but have not explored any YA material published in the last few years. I am excited to explore these works, and to expand my understanding of what is unique to YA Literature as well as how it is similar and connects to other genres with which I have more experience from the last four years of study.
This semester I read a significant number of nonfiction books. As I mentioned, I’ve always been kind of drawn by nature to fiction. I don’t think I ever would have picked up No Choirboy–or realized how emotionally I could connect with the issues that it presented–if it hadn’t been required. I’m not saying that nonfiction has replaced my loved for historical fiction by any means, but I’ve enjoyed the exposure.
Not to be redundant, but I can say without a doubt that I have read far more “teen” reads during our semester together than I ever did as an adolescent! It’s been interesting to hear some of my little sister’s perceptions of books we’ve read that I recommended to It kind of makes me wonder how I would have responded if I’d read them when I was actually a teen. Would I have been more shocked/skeptical/moved? I’ll never know…but it’s interesting to consider.
Many of the texts we read this semester were written in the last few years, unlike so much of what I studied in undergrad. It has been really interesting to consider merit versus popularity. I feel like I am a more well-rounded reader now, and have been introduced to some new and very relevant texts (ie. graphic novels).
Honestly, I do find myself sometimes questioning how many YA novels will stand the test of time. I am still a pretty big fan of the classics, and I think that (with a few exceptions) they’ve stayed in the cannon for a reason. After this semester, though, I have gained a lot more respect for modern writers who are focused on a teen audience. They have so much to say, and many say it so well.
Virtual
Because I have a limited virtual presence prior to this course, I already feel as though my virtual self has evolved during the past week by leaps and bounds. I understand that grasping current technological trends is invaluable to helping make literature relevant to students. Currently, I’m most interested in better appreciating how Twitter is useful privately and professionally, and what the overlap between the two will be for me and students. I am also about the possibility Second Life opens for sharing information and ideas in a safe and remote setting.
Wow! I would definitely say this has been the area that I have grown the most in if I had to choose. Sometimes the hardest part about our class was honestly getting all the technology to work and checking multiple sites to ensure that I was on track. When everything went smoothly, I felt far more connected to our class and the learning process because of the virtual aids. Voice Thread scared me at first! By the end of the course, I comfortable recording myself. I now know how to use iMovie inside and out, and have uploaded videos to YouTube for the first time.
Navigating Second Life and using an online forum to conduct class was way more interactive than listening to pre-recorded lectured in other online classes. Hearing people’s voices–rather than just seeing what they have typed–truly does make a difference. I think that blogging and having a Twitter for academic purposes helped me to imagine how I could I might use these tools, or similar ones, in my class one day.
Synthesis
The process of writing my Pre-FOKI showed me a lot about myself. Firstly, although I have done a significant amount of writing about literature in the past, I haven’t really significantly considered my relationship to it, or how that affects my goals, both professionally and personally. Pausing to do so reminded me of why I am in school and why I am enrolled in ENG 579—that it is for a purpose bigger than meeting a degree requirement or merely earning a degree.
Secondly, when I thought about what a “Virtual Self” even meant, I realized that some of the educational strategies that worked for me may not work be effective when sharing with my students. While my teachers didn’t necessarily utilize a lot of technology in English classes during my adolescence, and that didn’t bother me, in the 21st Century it would be a shame not to use all of the available resources.
I definitely feel like I have gained experience with some relevant technological tools after this semester! Too, I feel more comfortable that I won’t be violating author’s rights after our discussion of fair usage.
In retrospect, I remember a number of my friends complaining about always feeling a disconnect between real life and the experience of reading literature. I think this the main reason they didn’t enjoy English courses—because they felt that they had little to do with anything that went on outside the classroom. This is a tragedy, but one that I think can be changed through using more ttechnology in instruction.
I think the virtual interview with Jonathan Maberry–where I got to talk with a real live author–was perhaps the coolest example to me of how we are able to use the internet and technology to add to the literary experience. I look forward to enjoying and sharing more of these kind of experiences with classes in the future.
Too, because of the blogs of classmates and the networking on Twitter, I feel like I’ve joined a community of educators who all share tips and strategies on what’s working for them to achieve their goals.